Lately I have been under so much stress and I feel as if my life is out of control in a way. We are in the process of buying a house, well we are still looking, and it's really hard to find the right house or how do you know it's the right house.
We want something nice and not so far from city and also not expensive
yeah good luck with that
So if it's cheap it means it's in a mountain or it's 30 or 40 years old in bad condition, if it's what I want it's so freaking expensive, so yeah
we are still looking
Also, I feel really stressed about having to take a bank loan
growing up, my dad took a few loans
and we suffered because of that and I remember one time I swore I will never take a bank loan, but what you gonna do
There is no other way.
So basically I'm just stressing and I can't wait to move
and I can hardly do anything else
Another thing, Turkey has so much trouble and basically now there is no government which makes interest rates hit the roof, which means if you take a loan now, good luck paying it almost double
, so we have to wait after the elections and see if things will get stable, meanwhile we keep the house hunt maybe we find in two months or so.
And the weather is nice now, the heat is gone
so I'm taking my little monkey to the park all the time
helps us both chill
I just wanted to share these things with you guys cause you are my friends, and I didn't want you to be wondering why is Saida not talking to me
Sorry for boring you with all the stuff
Here, two puppies
my puppy and my husband's aunt's new puppy, she is so cuuuuute
they had so much fun plying together
Talk to me, give me a hug and tell me how are you