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My longing for you weakens my heart
All the birds are silent as we grow apart
Will you leave me to my destiny
Will you come and find me
I spell your name in fear to remember
Scared to feel thorns in my pulse, burning rush
Your radiate face is more than a figment
Yet, impossible to touch
Mother,why didn't I kiss your hands everyday
Do you hear my prayers mother, they are all for you
I send them every morning with drops of dew
What words can do, when my all is still so few
You are here, when it rains on those hills above
When I imagine your laugh and feel your love
When the pink clouds come by, stand by and pass
You are here when my heart is a pile of shattered glass
Literature
Poem for a Mother
When I was four
I'd follow you into the bathroom
on sticky feet,
press my little bird hands
into the back pockets of your jeans
while you were washing dishes
at the sink,
babbling on: Mommy, Mommy,
I love you.
Then there was the youth
who played Simon Says
to your aerobic routine.
I took jumps to your steps,
laughing as I tripped,
I wanted to go
where you went
I practiced to be
who you were.
The world split sideways
and I stumbled out
a teen traumatized
by the gory birth.
I'd've sworn you did it to me:
the red plague of my face,
the heartache,
the inexplicable serrating rage,
I beat at you as an extension
of self.
Literature
The Mother and the Lover
I am the Goddess, Feminine Divine,
Crone, Mother, Maiden, faces sublime!
I am the Mother from whom all flows,
I am the womb in which all grows!
I am the Maiden at days dawning,
Without Me, there is nothing!
I am the inspiration that brings change,
I am the Muse that to none seems strange!
I am the Crone at life's bitter end,
To heal and break, to shape and mend!
Worship Me in all My glory and might,
Take comfort from Me in the night!
Feel My warm and dark embrace,
Welcoming all to My sacred space!
Take Power if needed to set you Free,
But never ignore or abandon Me!
I am the God, Masculine Divine,
Sage, Lover, Child, all do s
Literature
My Past is Presently Future
My mind swims in vitriol
Corrosive thoughts form burnt offerings
Decayed and deconstructed pieces of my soul
Presented in black wrapping and blood colored bows
I backstroke through the ash, choking on smoke
Floating in the void between losing and loss
The beginning and end
The who
The what
The why, where and when
Lost in the poisoned hallways
The byways
The highways
The lostways of what I was then
I will wander here in wonder of what I became
Never saying goodbye to the old me, my hated friend
A weak, sad reminder of what I could have been
You see, when you say goodbye you must mean it
Else, you'll be saying hello again be
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