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Lately I have been under so much stress and I feel as if my life is out of control in a way. We are in the process of buying a house, well we are still looking, and it's really hard to find the right house or how do you know it's the right house.

We want something nice and not so far from city and also not expensive yeah good luck with that  

So if it's cheap it means it's in a mountain or it's 30 or 40 years old in bad condition, if it's what I want it's so freaking expensive, so yeah we are still looking  


Also, I feel really stressed about having to take a bank loan growing up, my dad took a few loans and we suffered because of that and I remember one time I swore I will never take a bank loan, but what you gonna do There is no other way.  

So basically I'm just stressing and I can't wait to move and I can hardly do anything else  

Another thing, Turkey has so much trouble and basically now there is no government which makes interest rates hit the roof, which means if you take  a loan now, good luck paying it almost double , so we have to wait after the elections and see if things will get stable, meanwhile we keep the house hunt maybe we find in two months or so.

And the weather is nice now, the heat is gone so I'm taking my little monkey to the park all the time helps us both chill  

I just wanted to share these things with you guys cause you are my friends, and I didn't want you to be wondering why is Saida not talking to me




Sorry for boring  you with all the stuff  
Here, two puppies my puppy and my husband's aunt's new puppy, she is so cuuuuute they had so much fun plying together  






Talk to me, give me a hug and tell me how are you